Den fabrikstillverkad föreställningsvärlden

Illustration: Fabrikstillverkad föreställningsvärld

Kan man tvinga sig till offentlighetens ljus efter nästan sex års tillbakadragenhet i mörkret?
Klarar jag av det? Ja, klarar jag av det, att bryta upp denna osynliga kedja som håller mig fången sedan utbrändheten? En av de tusen frågor som ständigt dyker upp när jag kämpar för att hålla mig upprätt. Få tror på mig och jag själv tvivlar ibland att jag kan men ska jag bara ge upp? Jag har ändå kommit så pass långt, trots alla odds så har jag ändå lyckats med så mycket som var nära omöjligt. Jag tog steget och bröt upp min äktenskap, jag överlevde allt som kraschade tusenfalt, jag lyckades slänga varenda medicin som bedövade och inte botade, jag har fått tillbaka ordet fast ännu tappar jag bokstäverna, jag har börja tro på mig själv och har en helt annat självförtroende än innan, ja det och mycket mer. Så varför tvivlar jag? Rädsla för att lyckas?

Första steget var konstrundan i Hjo och jag klarade det.

Konsten, min stumma röst när jag förlorade ordet, följer sin egen väg och det börjar bli nästan en parodi av mitt liv. Var än mina illustrationer/fotografier än visas så hyllas jag som en mycket talent konstnär. Tack vara World Art Foundation som trodde på mig så börjar dörrar efter dörrar att öppnas. Utomlands. Det börjar kännas som om mitt liv är utomlands? Vad gör jag här? Egentligen? Vad gör jag här.....och det börjar kännas lite dumt när människor frågar om jag har haft många utställningar i Sverige. Vad svarar man på det? Jag föredrar att vara ärligt och svara: Nej.

Jag har inget val. Allt eller inget.
Dags att ta en risk och utmanna ödet...på nytt.
Det är dags att ta några steg till för att bryta av den fabrikstillverkade föreställningsvärlden där grönskan lyser med sin frånvaro.

Jag söker två olika galleri, en i Stockholm, en i Göteborg.
Jag måste, jag kan inte ha utställningar utomlands innan jag ens vet om jag klarar av att ha det på hemmaplan, eller hur?

The Human Body Energy Centers

The gift of life

Those who pay .......

Those who paid the price was the innocent life ...

The sofisticated Homo Sapiens

Let`s make an speculation: If monkeys ruled the world. Would the earth we inherited look like it does?

Or would monkeys imitate us and manage the gift we have received equally barbaric as we manage it?

as a member of the sophisticated race; Homo Sapiens I shall go out to the jungle and keeps there for year. I shall return when the apes take over and the civilization is born. I wish my readers a nice time where ever you are around the world*s*

Summer in Sweden

In Sweden, those days, we have a lot of rain. I think that heaven is crying ocean over us.
Well, with the madness in this world I do understand that. It's give little hope that leaders around the world understand that we all have to collaborate to save our planet.

One picture before the rain and the other of the rain.
Up to you to find out which one I take when it was raining..:)









Best wishes from the country of the rain
and have a nice and relaxing weekend with the Sun.:)
Margareth

The macabre greed // The forgotten prisoner

nothing is sacred anymore .... macabre greed ....

The madness in this world never stop to surprise me.







And the sadness of the injustice either.

Have we forgotten the forgotten prisoner? Schapelle Corby?
There was plenty of evidence to prove she was innocent.

Vävda minnen av smärta

My father was an scientist but he was also an architect. This is a model of our house in Sao Paulo, Brazil. He was a very intelligent man, idealist, pacifist. I love him very much but he was a victim of wars that brings sadness in many ways in our lifes. That's the reason I am a pacifist and try to change the world using the power of art.....

Pure love

I wanted to capture the simple authenticity of the stylish pure love..

Rivolta in Iran// Länklista över Irans övervåld - sprid den vidare

Orginallistan finns här: Rivolta in Iran.

English: The following is a list of torrents about what’s going on in Iran. It’s composed of videos reporting police brutality towards protesters, some of them are extremely graphic. It has been verified. It is critical that this list be downloaded and seeded so it can reach as many people as possible.


Svenska: Den nedanförliggande listan, är torrentfiler över vad som pågår i Iran. Den är sammansatt av videoreportage, över polisbrutaliteten mot demonstranter. Några av dessa är extrema. De har blivit verifierade. Det är av största vikt, att dessa sprids av så många det går. Seedare behövs när ett stort antal personer, behöver nås av informationen.


Farsi: Een liste < >haist ke neshoon midan dar iran che khabareh. In videoha khoshoonate policeha bar alayhe mardom dar khiyaban ra neshoon midahand. Ba’azy az in videoha kheyly gerafic va najoor hastand. Inha tahghigh va tayid shodeand. Kheyli mohemme ke een list < > va hamzaman < > beshe ta be hadde axare mardom berese.

Italian: La seguente lista raccoglie torrent riguardanti l’Iran e quanto é avvenuto nei giorni passati. I video mostrano la brutalità della polizia nei confronti dei manifestanti. Attenzione: alcuni sono estremamente violenti e adatti solo ad un pubblico adulto. La lista è costantemente aggiornata e verificata. E’ di massima importanza scaricare i file e continuare il seeding, affinchè possano raggiungere più persone possibili.

Spanish:Lo siguiente es una lista de torrents sobre lo que está pasando en Irán. Está compuesta por videos que muestran la brutalidad de la policía iraní contra los manifestantes, algunos extremadamente gráficos. Esta lista ha sido verificada. Es crítico que esta lista sea bajada y luego puesta en “Seed” para que alcanze a tanta gente como sea posible.

Portuguese: A seguinte lista de torrents sobre o que está acontecendo no Irã. É composto de videos mostrando a brutalidade policial contra manifestantes, alguma delas extremamente violentas. Todas verificadas. É importante que toda essa lista seja adquirida e disponibilizada (seeded) para que ela atinja o máximo possível de pessoas.

Dutch:”De volgende torrents bevatten videobeelden die politiebrutaliteit ten opzichte van de protesters weergeven, waaronder sommigen extreem grafisch. Al deze video’s zijn gecontroleerd op authenticiteit. Het is van kritiek belang dat deze lijst gedownload en geseed wordt, in de hoop zoveel mogelijk mensen te kunnen bereiken.

Deutsch: Die folgende Liste beinhaltet Torrents über die Vorgänge im Iran. Die videoa dokumetieren Polizeibrutalität gegenüber den Demonstarnten, einige davon beinhalten sehr viel Gewalt. Dieses Material gilt als authentisch. Es ist wichtig diese Torrents zu downloaden und zu seeden um möglichst viele Menschen damit zu erreichen.

French: Ce qui suit est une liste de torrents concernant les evenements en Iran. Il est composé de vidéos de brutalités policières à l’égard des rapports des manifestants. Certains d’entre eux sont graphiquement violents. Les vidéos ont été vérifiéss. Il est essentiel que cette liste soit téléchargé et ensemencées afin qu’il puisse atteindre le plus grand nombre possible de personnes.

Slovene: Spodaj je seznam torrentov o dogajanju v Iranu. Vsebuje posnetke s poroçili o policijskem nasilju nad protestniki, nekateri izmed njih so zelo nazorni. Posnetki so preverjeno avtentiçni. Kljuçnega pomena je, da ta seznam prenesete in daste na voljo za preosn, da bo dosegel çim veç ljudi.

Turkish: Bu Iranda sel gibi büyüyen olayların neler oldugunu gösteren bir listedir. Liste polislerin göstericilere karşı gösterdikleri vahşi tutumu gösteren vidyolardan oluşmaktadır ki bunlardan bazıları oldukça can alıcı. Vidyonun doğruluğu kanıtlanmıştır. Bu liste download edilebilir ve coğaltılabilir böylece listeye olabildiğince çok insan ulaşabilir.

Romanian: Aceasta este o lista de torente despre ce se intampla in Iran. Contine filme care arata brutalitatea politiei fata de protestatari, unele dintre ele fiind extrem de violente. Filmele sunt confirmate ca fiind reale. Este extraordinar de important ca aceasta lista sa fie descarcata si seeded pentru a ajunge la cati mai multi oameni.

Arabic:
القائمة التابعة هى قائمة التورينت عن ما يحدث في ايران فالفتها الفيديو الشاهدة بظلم الشرطة و بعنفها على المتظاهرين و بعض الفيديو شديدة جدا
.تققت هذه القائمة < .من المهم ان هذه القائمة يفرغها كثير من الناس و يحملوها لتصل القائمة الى اكثر الاشخص الاخرين بقدر المستطاع

Hebrew:

להלן רשימה של טורנטים (Torrents) המסקרים את המתרחש באירן. הרשימה כוללת קטעי ווידאו המראים אלימות ברוטלית של המשטרה כלפי המפגינים, חלקם קשים לצפייה. אלו סרטים אמיתיים וזה קריטי שהרשימה תגיע לכמה שיותר אנשים שיוכלו להפיץ אותה הלאה.

Japanese: 以下はイランの乱れについてのファイルのリストです。内容は警察が犯した残忍のビデオで、あるコンテントが惨たらしいです。確報です。このファイル・セットがダウンロードされてシードされてもらうのが必要です。


#1 Police Brutality // Vahshigarie niroohaye police va entezami http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958415

#2 Student murdered in Isfahan // Koshtane daneshjooyane Esfahan http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958443

#3 Injuried ppl during rally // Afradi ke dar tazahorat zakhmi shodand http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958456

#4 Police running away from protesters in Esfahan //Farare nirooye entezami az daste mardome motarez http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958474

#5 Basij firing on a crowd of Iranian protesters // Tirandazie basij bar rooye mardom http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958478

#6 Policeman caught and then saved by crowd // Sarbazi ke tavasote mardom dastgir shode va pas az aan azad mishavad http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958506

#7 Police try and fail to arrest protesters // Talashe namovafaghe nirooye entezami baraye gereftane tazahor-konandegan http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958610

#8 Girl shot by police in Teheran // Dokhtarike police behesh tir zade http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958620

#9 Protesters burn police car // Tazahor-konandegan mashine police ra atash mizanand http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958636/

#10 Police open fire on crowd // Tirandazie nirooye entezami be mardom http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958641

#11 Shooting in front of Police HQ in Teheran // Tirandazi jeloye pasgahe police dar Tehran http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958650

### COMPILATION OF #1-#11 videos // ###Majmooe video-haye 1 ta 11 http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958654

#12 Riot in Iran 13/06/2009 // Tazahorat dar Tehran 13/06/2009 http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958676

#13 Burning Bus http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958686

#14 Iranian Police Beat Women http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958688

#15 Teheran burning during protests http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4958726

#16 Clash between police and crowd http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4959128

#17 My Friends That been Attacked by Special Force http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4959998

#18 A person That Basiji’s Shot Him From one of Building http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4959995

### COMPILATION 1 to 18 http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960095

#19 Police shooting on crowd (16june not the same above) http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960197

#20 Police injuries several protesters http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960270

#21 Protesters burn police station http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960232

#22 Reuters coverage of police brutality in Iran http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960366

#23 Antiriot police butchering ppl in traffic http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960398

#24 Motorized para-police private footage http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960433

#25 SHOCK: another killed by police http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960456

@@@ The third compilation http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960590 all the videos we uploaded

#26 Man killed by Basij — EXTREMELY GRAPHIC http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4960774

#27 Headshot – EXTREMELY GRAPHIC http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4961474

#28 Man is beaten to death by antiriot police http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4962366

#29 Iranian man shot in the leg by police http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4962383

#30 Azeri protesters in Iran attacked by police http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4962437

#31 This is what plainclothed police is http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4962444

#### collection of pics, docs and vids http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4962516/Collection__Revolt_in_Iran_-_June_18

#32 Riot Police Attack Tehran University Students http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4962544

#33 Police shooting on students 18/06 http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4962606

#34 Iranian police clash http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4963701

#35 Street battle in Tehran http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4963778

#36 Man savagely beaten by police http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4963835

#37 Basij police in Esfehan (violent) http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4964199

#38 More ppl shot http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4964532

#39 20 JUNE: POLICE OPENING FIRE ON CROWD, several injuried http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4965472

#40 15 june: Basej assaulting private houses amateur footage http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4965668

#41 Helicopters over protesters http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4965735

#42 EXTREMELY GRAPHIC: 20 june GIRL SHOT BY BASEEJ http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4965780

#43 Another guy killed 20 jun by basij http://torrents.thepiratebay.org/4966034/

#44 sadly, 3rd guy killed 20 june by police http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4966110

#45 Another video about the girl murdered by baseej (#42) http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4966380

#46 Guy shot in his belly by police http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4966432

#47 Another guy shot by police :\ http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4966467

#48 4th confirmed murdered man 20june http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4966485

#49 explosions then police shooting on crowd http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4966603

#50 Baseej HQ blown up by protesters 20jun http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4967244

#### 4TH COMPILATION #### 280mb video 1 to 50 http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4967299

#51 Baseej arresting 2ppl http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4968398

#52 Police at shiroodi sport compound 22 june http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4969467

#53 22june: wounded by police – student dies http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4969985

#54 22june 5 Basiji vs. 1 Man http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4971976

#55 20june Injuried protester (graphic) http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4971986

#56 Police kill protester, 19 june http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4971997

#57 Police faces protesters 24june http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4973087

#58 Police hit everyone on sight vanak square 23jun http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4973134

#59 Murdered by sniper rifle http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4973088

#60 Basej faces protesters http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4973171

#61 Protester shot by basej http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4973184

#62 Protesters assault police http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4973167

#63 Police chasing protesters 24 june teheran http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4975436

#64 25 june – protester murdered -EXTREMELY GRAPHIC http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4975761

#65 Protester shot in the arm by militia http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4978096

#66 Baharestan clashes http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4978133

#67 Gunshots in front of police HQ http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4978157

#68 Police in Teheran http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4978225

#69 Police beating women http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4978723

#70 Police smashing windows of small businesses http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4978853

#71 Azadi sq 24 june wounded protestrs http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4979408

#72 Shots fired at iranian demonstrators 28 june http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4981362

#73 Riot police attack motorcycles http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4982439

#74 Riot police beating a man http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4982451

#75 Baseej shooting from a roof http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4983805

#76 Police brutality – attacking a fleeing person http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4983810

#77 People flee from police motorbikes http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4983816

Looking for at job

I recently sent a mail for a job. I can see the face of the boss when he read it. I wrote short, honestly of what I done during the time I was without a job. In the end of the letter I wrote that I use to spend my time drawing illustration of what's happen in Sweden, like signal laws as example. I give him the link to the WAF " The World Art Foundation" where I have my presentation, that must be a nightmare for swedish bosses to read.:)

I continue my promise that I make last year. After this Summer I will be back in life.

If I don't find a job in Sweden, well then I will look for a job outside the country. Why not? I know very well that in this town I live in I don't have any future and they will not give me any future either. The only alternative is to move out, right?

The illustration I made yesterday fix perfect for my moves. The timid giant from the deep forest. He are scared of what I am doing, I think. :)

Someone out there that want to give this artist a job?
I am intelligent and flexible, creative and I have a lot of useful imagination/experiences in new way but also traditional way to think in many things.
Margareth,